15 Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” 16 Jesus said to her, “Mary.” She turned and said to him in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means Teacher).
She was weeping. She was seeking. She didn't notice Him. He called her by name.
In your weeping, in your seeking, He will be there - not always noticeable. Its in the weeping and the seeking that He will remind you of who you are and whose you are.